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So for the last few days I have just been in an irritated mood. I can't seem to shake it. Michael and I are going to go to hang out Friday so hopefully getting out of the house and throwing back a couple and just being away will help.

So like I said in my last post, my mom and step-dad went to spend the night, well, a couple nights at the casino. I decided that I would be nice and clean the house since no one else that lives here does. When they got home, all the dishes were done, I dusted, vacuumed, swept the kitchen, mopped the kitchen and the bathroom, did laundry, cleaned the bathroom (Lord knows the last time that was done). I didn't expect a whole lot when they got home, but they didn't even acknowledge it. And, of course, when the walked in the house, they didn't say a word to me. Of course, because I didn't clean the bathtub, they said something about that. Ugh. It's frustrating. Seriously, my sister does nothing to help out around the house. I have done the dishes more times since I have been home than she probably has in the last 3 years. Yet, all anyone does in this house is bitch. Which is ironic that I am bitching about them bitching. I don't really care.

If my step-dad is upset at me, he never comes directly to me to say anything. It always goes through my mom, who I don't take seriously at all. I don't think I would take my step-dad seriously though if started saying something to me now though. I don't feel like they care or anything. I don't share anything with them because they either 1)don't care or 2) will tell everyone. I am a fairly guarded person and if I want to tell someone something, I will. I dunno, I'm just not happy at home.